User Profile

Okay. You're either here to read about me or you just stumbled on to this page by some mistake. :D

If it's the first, stay and continue! If it's the latter, bye-bye.

Anyway...here are some things about me. Just to warn you, I can get a little carried away and tell you things that you may not care to know. I may also offend someone so don't get mad at me, cause I just warned you! Well...here I go! FD

Name: benevolent_grin (Most people call me Allison or Kiwi though)
Age: At the moment? 15
Hair color: Brown
Eye color: Dark brown
Height: 5'5"
Ethnicity: Umm...let's see. I have German, Irish, Indian, and Spanish in me. I'm a mix, I guess.

Addictions/Obsessions: OMFG! I am totally obsessed with the thought of other worlds/dimensions. Sometimes, I think it's possible and other times I think 'Yeah right.' At times, I wish I were on a different world, in a different dimension. And other times, I hate the thought of it. I know I'm weird and I'm proud of it.

I am absolutely addicted to Fullmetal Alchemist and Rurouni Kenshin. I consider myself a real fan. I do not go all crazy and try to collect all the merchandise I can. I am the kind of fan that watches the show/reads the manga and analyzes the characters and background. I like to guess what will happen and why. As weird as it sounds, it's a hobby of mine.

Johnny Depp is my love. He pulls off the eyeliner thing like a god.

Compassion is one of my obsessions. I know it sounds completely insane, but I hate to see someone being picked on. I believe that compassion should be shown to everyone, no matter who they are. Everyone deserves to know what compassion feels like. Everyone needs it. Don't deny it. You need it too.

Music is a big part of my everyday life. It keeps me sane when my life is overly hectic. I love it like I love to live, which is a lot.

I have an obsession with smiley faces. They are so cute! =D

One of my secret addictions is anime/manga. Okay, maybe it's not so secret. Haha! I love watching/reading anime/manga and taking a part the story/plot to analyze everything I can. It may sound super weird, but it's just something I love doing. :D

Me, in general: I am an openminded person. I can be a super stick-up-the-ass kind of person every once in a while, I hate to admit. Most of the time, I'm happy with the company of my cat, Kisa. I am a nerd, and I do super good in school. I'm not pretty and that fact doesn't bother me. I wasn't made to make people's jaws drop. I've come to realize that I was just put on Earth to hopefully make a difference, like everything other thing inhabiting this universe. I am not a person who will feel sorry for themselves. I love to laugh and smile. Almost anything/anyone can make me smile and laugh. I like to think about the 'What if's' and 'Could be's' in life. I find it refreshing and quite fun. I love to cloud gaze and it calms me after a stressful day at school or elsewhere. When I do something to help someone, I don't usually get a lot of gratitude in return, but I'm okay with that. It doesn't bother me like it used too. I am the kind of person that will help someone that needs help. I know a lot of people say they are like this, but I actually try to stick to my words. I am a bit of a perfectionist and some people say I have OCD, which I don't. :DD I hate for things of mine to be out of order. I dislike my room to be dirty, but I am sometimes to lazy to clean it myself. I sometimes act a bit bipolar, but it's not serious and people think it makes me...me. FD

Admirations: I admire anyone who follows through with what they've started. No one will get anywhere if they're a quiter, right? I also admire anyone who will try new things and try to experience all they can. Those people, to me, are the people that truly live. I admire anyone who truly tries to live. Not just say they live.

Dreams: I want to travel and learn two languages besides English. I want to travel to every little corner of the world. I want to experience all I can before it's my time to leave this world. I want to make a difference to all that I can. Those are my dreams in life.

Definition: Allison (Ah-lee-so-n) Noun: A weird person who sees beyond what's in front of them. Verb: To believe in things unimaginable.

Inspirations: I don't get inspired easily. It takes quite a lot to inspire me. When I do get inspired, it's big. Some things that may inspire me are watching the sky or just sitting around doing nothing. Being inspired is a wonderful feeling.

Random Quirks: I like saying 'WTF' a LOT! I like my steak rare. The only meat I will eat is chicken (boneless) and regular steak. I can sit still for over an hour just thinking about nothing.

Fears: I have an irrational fear of cock roaches. I don't just scream when I see them, like a lot of other people. I don't scream when I see them, I freeze. I freeze for what feels like forever and then I run, fast. They scare me so much. They're just way gross too. I have a small fear of being rejected or losing a friend. I fear being abandoned.

Dislikes: I hate pork chops with a passion. I also hate any kind of seafood. They both make me sick.

I dislike people who make fun of people. I know I did it once too, so you can call me a hypocrite if you want, but I would never think of doing it now. It just pisses me off when I see someone being picked on. Put yourselves in their shoes and then see how it feels.

I hate writer's block. And it sucks because I seem to get it quite often.

Lies. I dislikes lies and people who lie. What's the point in lying. You say if you lie, it won't turn out as bad as you telling the truth. Think about it. If you lie to someone and they find out, they will be more mad then. If you would have told them the truth from the start, the other person wouldn't have gotten as mad.

I dislike dirty and smelly places. They creep me out and make me want to find some bucket to throw up in. Sorry, but it's true.

Blood. I can not handle any kind of blood. I feel sort of dizzy when I smell it and/or see it.

Likes: Practically everything that's not on my dislikes! Haha! JK! I'm just too lazy to put anything down at the moment. :DD

Flaws: I have a lot of those, but I think i'll only talk about two.

I am very moody. One second, I'm smiling and the next I feel as if I want to hit someone over the head with a hammer. Because I am moody, I tend to lose friends easily.

I get depressed easily. I'm not always smiling and some people think I'm depressed then. It's quite the opposite really. When I'm smiling constantly, I'm depressed. I usually tell people 'Just because I'm smiling, doesn't mean I'm happy.'

I want to meet: Johnny Depp!- he's amazing.

What I want to be: There are many things I want to be. Some of the things floating around my head at the moment are- Lawyer (Arguing's fun!), Writer (I have a wild imagination), Assassin (Though I'd probably pass out from all the bloodshed :P), Animal Trainer (I have a way with animals.), Elementary school teacher (I love little kids!), or a photographer (I hate having pictures taken, but I love taking pictures!)

Favorites:
Food Oriental food of any kind
Sport Badminton. I so totally rock at it. Haha! JK!
Movie Pirates of the Caribbean and Freedom Writers
Musical Phantom of the Opera of course! :DD
Color Cerulean blue, hands down.
Book Any book I read that I found interesting and loved. I absolutely love reading with a passion.
Band It changes constantly.
Song Same as above! =P

I think I just wasted some time on a lot of peoples lives! Haha! Sorry! Well thanks for reading, if you've actually read this far.

[Love]-Allison

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